winter break

bila tengah seronok jalan2, rasa suka nye UK.. seronok nye hidup.. siap bawak usul kat ayah, jom semua pindah sini! :D

di sini saya masukkan gamba berjalan jalan.. enjoy! :D

in front of university of leeds.. my third stop :D

at german market with kak shaz, leeds

weston park museum, sheffield... my last stop for that week! :D

during twins of faith.. not yet school break

my 2nd week of tour, windermere... winter gathering (PMS)

i cant remember where was it.. newcastle maybe

i bet you can guess where the last 3 pictures were taken.. liverpool! :D

i learned and saw lots of new things throughout the jouney..

the first half of the journey, i had it with ameenah and another half alone..

with ameenah, i went to manchester, liverpool, leeds and sheffield.. then i went home for the weekend because i had friends coming over..

the next week, i went to abang's place, sunderland.. while in sunderland, i went to durham and newcastle.. and next, my last stop was windermere, program musim sejuk (PMS)..

it was an eye-opening journey.. i met lots of incredible people.. that was when i really want mama ayah kakak yanie and adik to come here.. migrate here..

but now, i have 3 more days before the school starts :(

whenever i think about going to school, the only thing came to my mind was :(

bila kena siapkan homework, tidak bertido membuat essay accounting, rasa macam nak berlari dan berenang merentasi benua untuk balik malaysia sekarang jgak.. siap ada tengok harga tiket balik lagi.. hahhaa.. homesick bebenar saya nie..

okay, dah lama sangat cuba karang post nie sampai sekarang, dah masuk sekolah pun...

start dari balik dari bercuti, akhirnye sekarang baru berjaya post..

1 post yang dikarang lebih dari 2 minggu.. perrgghhhhhhh!!

tapi hasilnye, biasa jeee..

cukup lah setakat di sini..

kepada anda, have a nice day! :D

so.. to be continued :)

hati yang basah

currently islamic society (ISOC) is busy planning for discover islam week (DIW)

this is the only picture i have during the meeting

talking about discovering islam, it makes me wonder... what is islam? who is muslim?

is islam just a religion and belief? or perhaps like common answer when muslims were ask the definition of islam to them,

"islam is a way of life"

who are muslims?

are they guys who have beard and girls who wear hijab?

i first started knew Him in KTJ.. and i get to know Him and his messenger (pbuh) here, which islam is not the official religion...

during Rasulullah (pbuh) time, he started dakwah by correcting the akidah of the disbeliever.. once we accept Him as the the only God and Rasulullah (pbuh) his messenger, we will voluntarily do our duty.. the reason why we are created...

while sight seeing at birm, my friends and i stopped at this one booth.. booth for those who have enquiries about islam.. they also provided lots of free flyers, such as the mystery of hijab, what bible says about muhammad (pbuh), get to know islam, as well as tafsir of Quran..

it was really amazing.. it's not just for the non muslims... it's also for muslims who want to get to know islam... and once you enter the world of islam, you wish you will never leave.. the feeling is just amazing.. i never felt like this before, in malaysia...

anisah pernah tanye kak fiza, macam mana kita nak bagi adik2 kita, kawan2 kita yang laen dapat rasa macam apa kita rasa?

dari apa saya nampak, cara pendekatan di malaysia kurang berkesan.. amalam tanpa kefahaman kurang maknanye..

seperti contoh, perempuan pakai tudung tapi perkataan yang keluar dari mulut dia penuh dengan bahasa yang kasar...

kalau awak baca article mystery of hijab, awak sangat akan rasa waaaaaaaaaa *dengan mulut tenganga*

"hijab is a veil of heart"

balik pada soalan anisah, kak fiza kata :

awak sampai kan apa awak rasa.. hanya hati yang basah dapat membasahkan hati orang laen..

hati kita nie berongga dan pasti akan dipenuhi dengan sesuatu.. macam sponge basuh pinggan tu.. kalau rongga tu kosong, ia akan serap apa yang ada dikelilingnye... awak faham kan maksud saya? :D

ada satu kata2 dari alumni LSE nie yang sangat menarik minat saya... dia memberi katak sebagai analogy.. kalau kita letak katak dalam air, ia akan duduk je kat situ.. kalau kita panaskan air tu, katak tu tak akan cuba melompat sebab badannye makin biasa dengan air yang panas, sehingga ia mati kepanasan...

kata2 alumni tu:

we become climatise with evil around us

and that's what we need to avoid...

akhir kata, have a nice day :D

Assalamualaikum :)

so.. to be continued :)

problem set 2

why the name is problem set?

because the set is full of problems...

what about the no '2' there?

because that's our second problem set for this term...

i wish to keep on whining about how difficult the set is.. but then, every time i think about it, i remember kak zaf's advice to kak mai.. she said, "mai, i rasa you patut buat kerje you sikit2.. tiap kali you duduk diam tak buat apa, you buat essay you.. tiap kali you dalam tube, you buat lagi sikit.. buat sikit demi sikit.. insyaAllah, akan siap on time"..

i dont think that's the actual sentence she said but the point is there...

4 more days to go, then i'm done with school... for this term -.-'

i hope all of you who dont have essays to hand in or problem set to be done, or maybe course work to do, have a nice day :)

and please pray that we manage to do it in time, and get good grades :D

Assalamualaikum :)

so.. to be continued :)

penulisan

when i read my previous post about my friends and i at warwick, somehow.. hurrrmmm, i dont like it.. i find it very childish..

blogs that write plainly about their day, is boring..

for next summer, made in europe organises a charity project to go to bosnia.. my interview is this sunday.. please pray the best for me :D

i really wanna go to bosnia :)

so.. to be continued :)

sejuk

since tajuk nie sejuk, saje letak gamba yanie snowboarding :D sebab ketika itu sudah pasti sejuk :)

dulu masa kat malaysia, teringin sangat sejuk.. semangat pasang aircond tiap kali ada peluang..

kalau kat sekolah rendah dulu, seronok bebenar dapat masuk bilik guru sebab ada aircond..

kalau kat rumah tu, semua nak berkumpul dan buat kerje kat bilik sembahyang sebab kat luar tak de aircond.. ye laaaa, mama kata kalau semua bilik pasang aircond serentak nanti bil tinggi dan sangatlah rugi.. so, kalau nak aircond, semua kumpul 1 tempat..

masa jalan kat melbourne dulu, seronok je sejuk dia.. sebab boleh pakai coat :) tapi time tu bukan winter dan tak de la sejuk sangat.. gedik je lebih nak pakai coat bagai -.-'

kalau jogging kat ktj dulu, selalu elak matahari.. kalau nak jogging jgak dekat padang rugby time petang2 masa matahari masih terik, sanggup tutup muka dengan selendang yang macam jarang2 tu sebab tak nak muka gelap...

kalau kat rumah tak payah cerita la.. jangan harap nak kena panas.. jogging pun kat treadmill dalam rumah..

kalau drive pun, mesti pastikan pakai baju lengan panjang sebab tak nak tangan gelap kena matahari..

awal2 sampai sini, ada kawan complain.. "london nie tak sejuk pun. kalau nak panas macam nie malaysia pun boleh dapat". tapi jujur, awal2 sampai sini serious london panas..

beberape minggu kemudian, london makin sejuk.. sejuk yang masih boleh diterima.. tapi kalau baru lepas amik wuduk tu, memang rasa nak mengigil... dengar plak complain laen.. "sejukkkkk nyeeeee hari nieeeee... leceh la.. masuk lecture hall kena bukak coat, then kena pakai balik.. kalau tak sejuk kena pegang je.. i rimas".

*okay, bukan kata2 sebenar.. telah di edit sedikit demi sedikit mengikut cita rasa penulis :D*

lepas tu, weekend lepas kami sekawan pergi ke warwick... turun2 je bas, PEEEERRRGHHH!!! SEJUK NYEE!!!

sofia kata, biasa la nie.. macam nie la kitaorang hari2.. dan boleh plak, salah seorang dari 'pemandu pelancong' kami tak pakai coat..

saya dah macam, waaaaahhhhh.. menggigil sudah pasti.. rasa nak menangis sebab sejuk sangat pun ye.. dan nasib baek raihan bawak glove.. paling tidak, kurang sikit sejuk di tangan :)

our picture at warwick dan saya adalah no 2 dari kanan :D

bila macam dah lama sejuk2 macam nie, the first thing you will miss is, of course your family :D next, you will miss malaysia so much.. you will miss the sun and the heat (okay, tipu.. sampai sekarang masih elak cahaya matahari)

it sounds like i'm complaining.. okay, i'm not..

*sekarang mati kutu. how to justify that statement*

anyway, point sebenar entry ini adalah untuk bercerita percubaan saya untuk keluar london telah berjaya! :D

nak tau kesah percubaan pertama yang tidak berjaya dan tragis?

hurrrmmmm, di laen hari mungkin :)

i wish you, have a nice day :)

Assalamualaikum :D

so.. to be continued :)

london

i know it has been so long since i last updated this blog... and somehow i feel like no one cares.. so, no need to clarify anything :D

so, latest up date about me, now i'm in london! :D yeah, i'm here! :)

oxford street

mungkin anda tertanye, mengapakah afiqah di london? apakah yang dibuatnye di situ? sejak bilakah dan sampai bilakah?

atau anda juga mungkin tak tertanye apa-apa langsung -.-'

okay, abaikan..

buat masa sekarang, saya belaja di sini. membuat program ijazah dengan harapan akan tamat 2014. doakan yang terbaek untuk saya eyh :)

sebenarnye saya dah tinggal kat sini untuk 2 bulan.. or to be more precise, 2 months and 5 days..

okay, setakat ini sahaja buat masa sekarang.. akan up date lagi dalam masa kurang dari 2 minggu.. insyaAllah..

moga2 anda yang membaca lalui hari yang baek :D

Assalamualaikum :)

so.. to be continued :)

plagiarism

"Minnie Mouse is adorable.Even the real one.If only you know what I mean."

saya amik ayat kat atas dari blog seorang rakan sekolej.. i know none of you understand what it means but i totally understand it :D

he posted it like ages ago but i just found it.. rasa macam nak gelak sebab tak sangka dia akan cuba tunjukkan apa dia rasa... dekat blog plak tu :D

so.. to be continued :)

denial

i still cant accept the fact that boy and girl cant even be friends...

kalau tak boleh couple tu, sangat lah faham.. tapi nak borak2 n lepak2 pun tak boleh, macam agak susah nak terima..

bukti dah depan mata memang tak boleh, tapi masih susah rasa nak terima..

so.. to be continued :)

random

it has been so long since my last post. but i have valid reasons for it :)

okay, first of all, i've been busy with my papers... then i had OBS and right after that i had BTN. memang sangat tak sempat nak menulis kat blog nie.

my BTN ended last saturday and i know it has been a week but i was so busy with other insignificant stuff.

i wanted to post something on OBS or BTN.. tapi tak rajen la rasa nak karang panjang sekarang. so, saya hanye up date kan dengan gamba sahaja buat masa sekarang :)

pictures i took while waiting in the car :D

awak, you know who you are :D

a picture i found while browsing old pictures :D it was taken last year early july, right after OBS

so.. to be continued :)

mask

i'm tired of putting on a show...

please stop telling me what i should and shouldnt do, think and feel...

so.. to be continued :)